I pick up my smile put it in my pocket
Hold it for a while try not to have to drop it
Men are not to cry so how am I to stop it
Keep it all inside don't show how much he rocked ya

Ooh can you feel the same
Ooh you gotta love the pain
Ooh it looks like rain again
Ooh I feel it comin' in
The mountains win again
The mountains win again

Dreams we dreamed at ( Read more... )

I am not sure where I can even begin... I've been up and down all week, and still I don't know which is which. Thursday, Tim "broke up" with me, as broken as you get when you've only been "dating" for a couple weeks, and then the dates haven't amounted to much more than sex. We agreed to remain fuckbuddies, inasmuch as we're anything more than ( Read more... )

Let us play a game, shall we? What game, you ask? Oh, hrmmm...lemme see...let's call this game "How many fucked up mistakes can one man make in the span of three hours on a Thursday evening ( Read more... )

A productive day if I say so myself. I traded some artwork I had lying around for a stereo. Had coffee with the new guy & his wife (yes, I know it's weird; shut up). Came home, tried to take a nap, didn't work, did my taxes, worked on my latest client's website (still not done & was due today. I think I can finish it tomorrow.) Filed my taxes ( Read more... )

After work yesterday (Saturday), I spent the evening eradicating all traces of Sir Stabs-alot from my house. Not that many were left, but I cleaned the place from top to bottom & rearranged furniture, etc., as well as hanging a bunch of new artwork. Anything to shake the feeling of being eclipsed by doom that seemed to have taken over me for a ( Read more... )

As boy-w-chemicals once put it, "Procrastination is like masturbation: It feels good while you are doing it, but in the end, you're only fucking yourself ( Read more... )

So yesterday (Sunday) this hottie picks me up on Myspace, and I go along with it, because well, I didn't really think anything was going to come of it. Fast forward a few hours, and he's at my house and we have mind-blowing sex and it was just fucking awesome. So anyway, the hook-up was supposed to come over today at one ( Read more... )